Everything hurts.
Back spasms. Depression. Abdominal discomfort. Migraines. Anxiety. Stress.
I’m scared that I’ve been left behind.
I’m so far removed from my peers. I’m not normal. I hate it.
No one should have to deal with issues, especially health ones.
Why do people pull away? What have I done?
I give too much of myself away. Always looking to be wanted and needed when in reality, no one wants me. I’m always there for everyone yet no one is here for me. They take and take, now I’m an empty shell.
I wish I could function normally. I’m afraid to leave the house due to having to go to the toilet all the time. I feel trapped and held back.
I can’t seem to make any progress.
I’m afraid that this is it. This is all my life will be.
Mentally Me 