Everything hurts. Fed up. Over fed. Unwanted. I feel so isolated from my peers. Where did I go wrong? What’s the matter with me? Why does everything feel so strange to me? Why is it difficult for me to connect and stay connected? I’m tired. I’m lonely. I’m afraid. I’m hurting.

Read More Push.

Everything hurts. Need to stop eating. Hurting. Sad. Exhausted. Drained. Fatigued. Pain. Unhappy. This isn’t what I thought life would be.

Read More Shut.

Everything hurts. Hate myself. Hurting. Pain. Uncomfortable. Sad. Nausea. Pain.

Read More Idle.

Everything hurts. Hurt and upset. They never say sorry. They never take what I say seriously. I’m not heard. I’m managed and tolerated. Belittling. I hate it. I feel so small. They don’t see me as a nearly 40 year old. I’m still a child to them. In pain. Migraines.

Read More Hesitation.

Everything hurts. Awkward. Different. Shy. Hurting. Exhausted. Lonely.

Read More Nervous.

Everything hurts. I know age is only a number but I’m nearly 40 and I’ve never been loved. I’ve had sex but never made love. It brings me to tears when I think about it. Never had a relationship. Never had anyone interested in me. It’s lonely and heartbreaking. I’ve never been looked at with […]

Read More Never Been Loved.

Everything hurts. I don’t need to eat. Swollen. Bloated. Nauseous. Sadness. Exhausted. Drained. Aching. No energy.

Read More Gluttony.

Everything hurts. Still struggling with trapped wind or whatever it is. I’m exhausted. Drained. Hurting. Uncomfortable. Sad.

Read More Wind.

Everything hurts. In pain. Trapped wind or something. It’s been over 24 hours now. I’m tired and fed up. Laying down seems to help. Just want to be back to my normal. I don’t know what it’s like to not be in pain. Loneliness. Emptiness. Hollow.

Read More Trapped.

Everything hurts. Intense trapped wind. Not feeling well. Swollen. Bloated. Chest pains. Depression. Exhaustion. Loneliness. Nearly 40 and nothing in my life. It’s breaking me. I’m broken. I’m defective. There’s obviously something wrong with me. Can’t stop the tears from falling. I won’t be missed or remembered. No one cares.

Read More No Show.

Everything hurts. What will happen to me? Why can’t I make real friends? I try and try but I just end up getting used. Hurting. Not feeling very well. Pain. Sadness. At sea.

Read More Lonely.

Everything hurts. It really hurts. Deep inside and out. Heartbroken by circumstances. Heartbroken even though I’ve never been loved. Always on the outside. Really really fed up. Depression. Worthless.

Read More Different.

Everything hurts. Can’t make friends. Sad. Lonely. Nausea. Pain. Feel disgusting. Body issues aren’t pretty. How will I ever find anyone to look past it and see me? Too ugly. Too obese. Too dull. Too much of a loser. Where is my community? Why do I have to stand alone?

Read More Shame.

Everything hurts. I need to stop.

Read More Stop.

Everything hurts. Frustrated and angry. In pain and sad. Too much food. Lack of willpower. Useless. Worthless.

Read More Tire.

Everything hurts. I don’t know how to handle being alone. I’m not coping. I’m scared to meet people as they just leave. No one reaches out to me. Hurting. In pain. Suffering. Suffocating.

Read More Fear.

Everything hurts. I’m blamed for everything. Misunderstood. Misread. I’m tired of it. Why am I not allowed to be heard but everyone else is? Why does that make me undesirable? How much more of myself do I have to give to keep friends around? To make friends? I’m so lost. Lonely. Hurting. Sad.

Read More No Say.

Everything hurts. How do I become someone that people like? That people want to be around? What’s wrong with me? Why do I find it so hard to be “normal”? Hurting. Even my dreams cause pain. I don’t get the happy ending in my dreams either. What’s wrong with the me? I wish someone would […]

Read More Unwanted.

Everything hurts. Struggling. Fed up. Nothing changes.

Read More Done.

Everything hurts. Been bitten by something. Sore. Tired. Achy. Sad. Lonely. Out of control.

Read More Bite.

Everything hurts. Fed up. Hate myself.

Read More Constant.

Everything hurts. Stomach is rock solid. Pain. Disconnected. Discomfort. Disheartening. Sad. Angry. Irritated.

Read More Solid.

Everything hurts. Had enough.

Read More Gipping.

Everything hurts. Sickness. Nauseous. Boiling up. Not well. Feeling poorly. Hurting. Alone.

Read More Off.

Everything hurts. Sickness and diarrhoea. Sadness. Frustration. So angry at my life. The emptiness. The loneliness. So unaccomplished. So scared to make connections. Afraid of the hurt. Of being left eventually.

Read More Sickness.

Everything hurts. Deep breaths. Acute pain. Hoping it eases. Feel sick. Need the toilet. Exhausted. Sad. Tired. Uncomfortable. Migraines. Never ends.

Read More Abdominal Pain.

Everything hurts. Fatter and fatter. I can’t stop. The noise is too much. I’m so angry at myself. I’m angry at my body. At life itself. I’ve no back bone. I don’t rebel. I never pushed the boundaries. Weak and pathetic. A doormat. Worthless. Useless. A drain on everyone and everything. Frustrated. Upset. Lost and […]

Read More Disgust.

Everything hurts. Too fat yet I feel the cold. Exhausted.

Read More Cold.

Everything hurts. Exhausted. Drained. Fatigued. Migraines. Intense. Achy. Sore. Uncomfortable. Pain. Loneliness. Emotional.

Read More Sweats.

Everything hurts. Less achy but still fatigued. Exhausted. Drained. Cold. Sore.

Read More Tired.

Everything hurts. Feeling very unwell. Weak and hurting. I hate this.

Read More Jabs.

Everything hurts. Frustrated and annoyed. Hurting and exhausted. Covid and flu jabs.

Read More Incredible Bulk.

Everything hurts. Sadly, I’m both. Raw hurt. Big tears. Such sadness. I’m lost. Scared. Afraid. Why is it so easy for everyone else? Migraines. Sickness.

Read More Fat or Ugly. You can’t be both.

Everything hurts. Trying to not look into the sadness. Failing. But trying. In pain. Empty.

Read More Blinders.

Everything hurts. I used to find relief in my dreams but now it’s just hurt. I can’t fantasise anymore without reality hovering above. All my dreams are stupid. All my dreams aren’t going to come true. I live in a fantasy land that suffocates me with reality at every turn. I’ll never get the type […]

Read More Dreams Hurt.

Everything hurts. Trying.

Read More Out Out.

Everything hurts. I can’t breathe for the sadness in my chest. I feel heart broken. Like I’ll burst with sadness. I can’t stop the tears from falling. The negativity going round and around my mind. A rollercoaster that I can’t get off. It’s constant. Why can’t I feel happiness? I’ve tried to talk to friends […]

Read More Talking into the Abyss.

Everything hurts. Constant food noise. Louder and louder! It’s too much. Sadness. Pain. Despair.

Read More Noise.

Everything hurts. More tears. More pain. Sadness.

Read More Gutter.