Everything hurts. I need to be thin. It’s killing me carrying this weight around. I hate it. I just want to know what it’s like to be a normal size. Hurting. Sadness. Loneliness.

Read More Swollen Feet.

Everything hurts. Too hot.

Read More Heat.

Everything hurts. It’s too hot. I feel disgusting. Too fat for this heat. Hurting. Sad. Emotional.

Read More Dripping.

Everything hurts. Upset. Emotional. Frustrated. Migraines. Pain. Hurting. It never ends. Lonely. A loser. Unwanted.

Read More Fattest.

Everything hurts. I’m sweating from areas I didn’t know you could sweat from. Swollen with the heat. Uncomfortable. Unattractive. Need to be more independent. More self reliant. Hurting. Exhausted. Drained. Sadness. Always sadness. I miss the sea.

Read More Boil.

Everything hurts. More of the same. Usual nonsense. Trying to be ok. Failing mostly. Uncomfortable. Sore. A fat bitch. Eating too much.

Read More Off Camber.

Everything hurts. No one cares. No one asks if I’m ok. Really bad depression. Heavy sadness. Not at peace. Hurting. Sore. Frustrated. Less than. Sub human.

Read More Choke.

Everything hurts. Feeling unwell. Off. Not right. Exhausted. Drained. Fatigued. Stressed. Anxiety. Depression. Sadness. Hopelessness.

Read More Off.

Everything hurts. Ashamed. Disgusting. How am I meant to have confidence in myself when I’ve got so many gross issues? I hate my bum. No matter how much I clean it, it’s always dirty. I hate hate hate it!! I’ll never find a romantic partner 😦 why does everything have to be disgusting? There’re all […]

Read More Ugly.

Everything hurts. Painful feet. Exhausted. Sadness. Hidden sadness. Away from home. Need a break.

Read More Sea.

Everything hurts. Far too muggy and hot. Hurting. Migraines. Tired. Drained.

Read More Flush.

Everything hurts. Struggling. No words.

Read More Arms Length.

Everything hurts. Hot and sweaty. Sore and hurting. Sad and sadder. Fed up. Over eating. A fat pig.

Read More Irritated.

Everything hurts. Fatigued and fat. Ugly and useless. Grotesque and gluttonous. Sadness and sore. Tired. Tired of it all.

Read More Over.

Everything hurts. Getting an Epsom salts bath. Still swollen. Can’t stop eating. Thinking about food all. The. Time. It’s constant. Endless. I can’t think of nothing else. Ashamed of myself. Of my body. Of my life. Or lack of one. Whenever I think of the life I thought I’d have, it feels so alien to […]

Read More Soaking.

Everything hurts. Another hot day. Uncomfortable. Wish I was thin. Exhausted. Hurting. In pain. Sadness. At a loss. Gross. Obese. Grotesque.

Read More Sticky.

Everything hurts. Infusions really knock me out. Heatwave again. Swollen feet. Migraines. Stress. Sadness. Anxiety.

Read More 62nd.

Everything hurts. It’s too hot. Far far too hot. Melting. Unwell. Off. Exhausted. Fatigued. Drained. In pain. Sadness. Loneliness.

Read More Heat Rises.

Everything hurts. Such a waste of space. Sickness. Migraines. Exhausted. Deep depression. Who knew rock bottom had a basement? Feel sick. Body smells I can’t get rid of. I’m going to be alone forever. Why haven’t I been shown that I’m worthy of love. Of being wanted.

Read More Gluttony.

Everything hurts. Really really bad migraine. Feel sick. Feel off. Emotional. Such sadness. Tears. Pain.

Read More Faint.

Everything hurts. Long day yesterday. Really feeling it today. Absolutely exhausted and drained. Extremely tired. In pain. Hurting. Back pain and spasms. Migraines. Feeling icky.

Read More Brick Wall.

Everything hurts. So tired and fatigued. Need to rest.

Read More No Space.

Everything hurts. Feet swollen. Migraines. Body aches. Fatigued. Sad. Sore. Pain. Exhausted.

Read More Tired.

Everything hurts. Finally was told why I’ve been waiting over 14 months since I was approved for the weight loss injections. I was approved in May 2025, they changed the criteria in June 2025… I don’t meet the criteria anymore. I’m devastated. Gutted. So upset. They knew since June 2025 and never said anything to […]

Read More No.

Everything hurts. Needless drama. Pisses me off. I’m never believed. I’m labelled the trouble maker. It’s black and white. It’s not a confusing situation. I’m upset and exhausted. In pain. Migraines. Body aches. Trapped in a fat suit.

Read More Conflict.

Everything hurts. Struggling. Again. So fed up. In pain. Uncomfortable. Sore. Swollen. Unhappy. Realising that I haven’t had a full life. That I didn’t push the boundaries when younger. No social life. No one to stand by me. So alone. It’s painful. Will I never know what it’s like to be loved?

Read More Migraines.

Everything hurts. I’m the fattest person in the area where I live. It’s depressing and sad. I hate it. I just want to be thin. I want to have a life.

Read More Biggest Around.

Everything hurts. In pain. Inside and out. Nobody to talk to. No social life. So lonely. Left behind.

Read More Old Before My Time.

Everything hurts. Horrendous pain. Hate it.

Read More Trapped Wind.

Everything hurts. So far. Obese. Swollen. Swelling. I’m huge. I hate it. I’ve never known what it’s like to be thin. How sad is that? It makes me sad when I look back to pictures of myself as a teen. I thought I was huge. People told me that I was. Yet when I look […]

Read More Bigger.

Everything hurts. Literally everything. Migraines. Body aches. Abdominal discomfort. Back spasms. Feet pain. Headache. Sadness. Low mood. Tearful. Emotional. I’m going to be alone forever I fear. Unwanted. Only useful when needed. Fatigued. Fat. Obese. Grotesque. Hate. Loathe.

Read More Alone In The End.

Everything hurts. Feel out of sorts. Extremely tired. Sore. Swollen. Drained. Sad. Always sadness.

Read More Long Day.

Everything hurts. Depression. Migraines. Headaches. Tension. Stress. Upset. Emotional. Ugly. Repulsive. Everything is wrong with me and my body. Disgusting. Gross. I hate it. It feeds the sadness. Feeds to loneliness. I don’t have anyone to talk openly too. No one to confide in. No social circle or life. Just on the outside looking in.

Read More Depths of Hell.

Everything hurts. Deep sadness. Why can’t I have the happy ending?

Read More Jealous.

Everything hurts. Too hot. Dripping sweat. Swollen ankles and feet. Exhausted. Fatigued. Too fat. Far far too fat. Unhappy. Sadness. Alone. Hurting. Pain. Tension.

Read More Out of Place.

Everything hurts. Too hot. I hate sweating. I’m swollen. I’m too fat for the heat. I’m too fat for everything. I need to lose weight. Please.

Read More Hot.

Everything hurts. It’s far too hot.

Read More Melt.

Everything hurts. I don’t feel great. Struggling. This heat is a lot.

Read More Uneasy.

Everything hurts. Sad. Deep sadness. Have to hide it away. So many layers of masks that I don’t know who I am now. Pain. Sore. Fat. Tired. Ugly.

Read More Stuffed.

Everything hurts. I hate the way I look. Why didn’t I take chances when I was offered? I’m a loser. A nobody. No one misses me. No one thinks about me. No one wants me. If I disappeared, no one would notice. I used to have a big life, now I have no life. A […]

Read More Lonely. So lonely.