Everything hurts. Developed a head cold overnight. Feeling woozy and off. Run down and drained. Sad. Fatigued. Fat. Ugly.

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Everything hurts. Day in day out. Same same same. Feel hopeless. Nothingness. Emptiness. Lonely. Sad. Pain.

Read More Lost Time.

Everything hurts. Same old. Same.

Read More Stagnant.

Everything hurts. Struck. Aimless. Hopeless. Worthless.

Read More Spare.

Everything hurts.

Read More Nothing.

Everything hurts. It always hurts. Time marches on. Have I wasted my life? I’m struggling to understand why I’m here at all. Just taking up space. Suffering. I don’t understand why this is the path I’ve been given. I never thought this would be my life. I thought I’d have a life. Thought I’d have […]

Read More Motion.

Everything hurts. I feel so angry and upset. Mad at the world and my circumstances. Angry at myself and my lack of being normal. So so angry. Why. Why. Why. All the time. Why?! Fed up with myself. Disappointed in my life or lack of it. Frustrated. Always frustrated. Angry at my body for failing […]

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Everything hurts. Really struggling. Sick of it all.

Read More Wrong.

Everything hurts. Really not feeling well. Stomach is bloated to bursting. Head feels like cotton wool. Woozy. Abdominal pain and discomfort. Off. Just feeling off. Fatigued and drained. Sadness. Forever sadness. Sickness. Nauseous. When is enough, enough?

Read More Blocked.

Everything hurts. In so much pain with my back. Absolute agony. Breathless. Fatigued. Sore. Hurting.

Read More Back Again.

Everything hurts. I don’t think my hemorrhoidectomy surgery has worked. All the issues are still there. I feel trapped and so very unhappy. It affects everything. Even after wiping and using wet wipes, I’m still leaking by the time I next go to the bathroom. Disgusting. It’s humiliating and distressing. I’m devastated. I’ll never have […]

Read More Distressed.

Everything hurts. Watched the new Louis Theroux documentary, Manosphere. It’s scary how easy it is to brainwash people. To these people, I’m a no value woman because I’m fat and ugly. How awful it is to be reduced to looks only. Unfortunately the dating scene has been like this for decades. It affects me. I […]

Read More No Value.

Everything hurts. Absolutely wiped out. Exhausted. Drained. In a lot of pain. Tired.

Read More Another Infusion.

Everything hurts. Is it better to be alone? It sounds silly but I just want to know what love is. I’m a loving person but it’s never enough. Eating too much. Self sabotage. Hating myself just to prove others also hate me. In pain. So lonely. Very sad. Just feels like I’m existing not living. […]

Read More Better Off Alone.

Everything hurts. So tired and drained. It’s been a long day. Trying my best. I’m great at hiding my true self. Too much of a people pleaser to allow myself to just be me. Don’t want to make others uncomfortable.

Read More Old.

Everything hurts. Over eating again. And again. And again. I’m tired of it. I’m fed up with myself. I hate that my body is gross. Worthless.

Read More Too Full.

Everything hurts. Fed up.

Read More Dry.

Everything hurts. Body is crying out in pain. Tired and drained. Achy and sore. So tired. Hurting. Just want to take this fat suit off.

Read More Stiff.

Everything hurts. Pushed myself too much today. Wind swept and pebble dashed! So tired and fatigued. Achy and sore.

Read More Stormy.

Everything hurts. Why do my health problems have to be the gross ones? It distresses me every minute of every day. I’ll never find love.

Read More Distressing.

Everything hurts. Fatter and fatter. Can’t stop. I hate it. Loathe it. I hate myself. Why can’t I change? Disgusting. Vile. Why did I have to be fat? I’ve always been big. I hate it. Hate myself. Sick. Grotesque. Bugles and rolls. Fat hanging. I’m nearly 40 and I’m scared that I’ll be left with […]

Read More Expanding.

Everything hurts. Feel like I’m about to pop. So big and huge. I hate it. Why can’t I be thin?

Read More Burst.

Everything hurts. I hate being sick. Feeling sick. Sad again. Sad always. A nothing life. A waste of space.

Read More Sickness.

Everything hurts. Spotting again. It feels like it’s only been a couple of weeks since I had my last period. Draining. Over eating. Disgusted with myself. Loathe some. Vile. Grotesque. With all that wrong with my body, I can’t see me being intimate with another ever again. I just don’t think people can look past […]

Read More Bleed.

Everything hurts. Over eating. Feel gross. Disgusting. Can’t stop. Tired and fed up.

Read More Eat.

Everything hurts. Hiding in the open. Not seen. Too unimportant to notice. A nobody. Nothing to see here. Taking up space. Apologies. People pleaser. Don’t rock the boat. Too fragile. Bending for others. Hiding in plan sight. Too fat. Too ugly. Not worth attention. Last choice. When out of options. After thought. Not valued. Not […]

Read More See Me.

Everything hurts. Happiness makes me sad. I envy others. But I don’t begrudge them. I just wish I had the life I thought I’d have. I really do wish I could question everyone about why I’m not enough. Sounds like madness.

Read More Lone.

Everything hurts. Walking on eggshells. Same old.

Read More Fragile.

Everything hurts. Low. Tired. Bored. Fed up. Aimless. Hopeless. Worthless.

Read More Old Boot.

Everything hurts. Having difficulty with my body. Feel like I’m bursting to wee but hardly anything comes out. Discomfort and sharp pain in my abdomen. Can’t put pressure on the muscles. Can’t push to poop. Tmi sorry. Dee sadness and mood drops. Emotional. Fed up. So so fed up. Feeling like there’s no hope and […]

Read More Off.

Everything hurts. Trying to have smaller portion sizes. Migraines. Fatigued. Tired. Sadness. Lonely. So lonely. Wish I had someone for me. Achy. Sore. Spasms. Pain. Hurt.

Read More Portion.

Everything hurts. Emotions all over the place lately. Somethings not right. I’m not well. What’s wrong with me? Fed up. Lonely.

Read More Upset.

Everything hurts. Emotional. Tears. Pain. Back spasms. Abdominal discomfort. Breast pain. Sadness. Hopelessness. Scared. Afraid.

Read More Bed.

Everything hurts. Sad and numb. Maximum dose of anti depressants. Numb. Empty. Hollow. Can’t break through.

Read More Alone.

Everything hurts. I’m to blame for how my body is. I’m disappointed in myself. My issues of abandonment never go away. I’m in pain. Hurting. Sore. Driven to distraction. I’m fed up and lonely. Will I ever meet someone? I didn’t think life would hurt as much as it does. Endless disappointment and pain. I […]

Read More Miss.

Everything hurts. Losing sight of a loved one just makes my abandonment feelings even worse. The panic and terror. The neediness. The sense of being lost. Pain. Hurting. Sadness. Frustrated. Irritable.

Read More Sore Feet.

Everything hurts. Painful back pain. Old before my age. Stiff. Solid. Sore. Everything hurts. Everything is painful. Sadness and frustration. Deeply disappointed. Stuck. Give up?

Read More Rock.

Everything hurts. Pain and sadness. Fed up and don’t know what to do.

Read More Bloat.

Everything hurts. Heavy. Really heavy. Feeling awful. Unwell. Drained. Sad. Uncomfortable. Disappointed.

Read More Burden.

Everything hurts. Really shaky and off today. Trying to push through. Same thing every day. Lonely. Afraid of the future.

Read More Shaky.