Burst.

Everything hurts. Feel like I’m about to pop. So big and huge. I hate it. Why can’t I be thin?

Sickness.

Everything hurts. I hate being sick. Feeling sick. Sad again. Sad always. A nothing life. A waste of space.

Bleed.

Everything hurts. Spotting again. It feels like it’s only been a couple of weeks since I had my last period. Draining. Over eating. Disgusted with myself. Loathe some. Vile. Grotesque. With all that wrong with my body, I can’t see me being intimate with another ever again. I just don’t think people can look past […]

Eat.

Everything hurts. Over eating. Feel gross. Disgusting. Can’t stop. Tired and fed up.

See Me.

Everything hurts. Hiding in the open. Not seen. Too unimportant to notice. A nobody. Nothing to see here. Taking up space. Apologies. People pleaser. Don’t rock the boat. Too fragile. Bending for others. Hiding in plan sight. Too fat. Too ugly. Not worth attention. Last choice. When out of options. After thought. Not valued. Not […]

Lone.

Everything hurts. Happiness makes me sad. I envy others. But I don’t begrudge them. I just wish I had the life I thought I’d have. I really do wish I could question everyone about why I’m not enough. Sounds like madness.

Fragile.

Everything hurts. Walking on eggshells. Same old.

Old Boot.

Everything hurts. Low. Tired. Bored. Fed up. Aimless. Hopeless. Worthless.

Off.

Everything hurts. Having difficulty with my body. Feel like I’m bursting to wee but hardly anything comes out. Discomfort and sharp pain in my abdomen. Can’t put pressure on the muscles. Can’t push to poop. Tmi sorry. Dee sadness and mood drops. Emotional. Fed up. So so fed up. Feeling like there’s no hope and […]

Portion.

Everything hurts. Trying to have smaller portion sizes. Migraines. Fatigued. Tired. Sadness. Lonely. So lonely. Wish I had someone for me. Achy. Sore. Spasms. Pain. Hurt.

Upset.

Everything hurts. Emotions all over the place lately. Somethings not right. I’m not well. What’s wrong with me? Fed up. Lonely.

Bed.

Everything hurts. Emotional. Tears. Pain. Back spasms. Abdominal discomfort. Breast pain. Sadness. Hopelessness. Scared. Afraid.

Alone.

Everything hurts. Sad and numb. Maximum dose of anti depressants. Numb. Empty. Hollow. Can’t break through.

Miss.

Everything hurts. I’m to blame for how my body is. I’m disappointed in myself. My issues of abandonment never go away. I’m in pain. Hurting. Sore. Driven to distraction. I’m fed up and lonely. Will I ever meet someone? I didn’t think life would hurt as much as it does. Endless disappointment and pain. I […]

Sore Feet.

Everything hurts. Losing sight of a loved one just makes my abandonment feelings even worse. The panic and terror. The neediness. The sense of being lost. Pain. Hurting. Sadness. Frustrated. Irritable.

Rock.

Everything hurts. Painful back pain. Old before my age. Stiff. Solid. Sore. Everything hurts. Everything is painful. Sadness and frustration. Deeply disappointed. Stuck. Give up?

Bloat.

Everything hurts. Pain and sadness. Fed up and don’t know what to do.

Burden.

Everything hurts. Heavy. Really heavy. Feeling awful. Unwell. Drained. Sad. Uncomfortable. Disappointed.

Shaky.

Everything hurts. Really shaky and off today. Trying to push through. Same thing every day. Lonely. Afraid of the future.

Rollercoaster.

Everything hurts. It’s a constant of ups and downs. Pain and less pain. Never free from pain. I want a life. I want to be wanted. I want friends that want to be around me. I want to be ok. I don’t want to be sad. Just ok.

Conditional.

Everything hurts. Sore. Pain. Sadness. Deep deep sadness. Why don’t people like me? Why am I unwanted? No one ever wants me. I’m only valuable when someone wants something. It’s all conditional. I’m lonely. Scared that I’m going to be alone forever. Why aren’t I enough?

Irritable.

Everything hurts. Bitch mood. Frustrated. Angry. Fed up. Sick and tired of being sick and tired!! Hurting. Pain. Sadness. I hate being this way.

Disgust.

Everything hurts. Feel disgusting. Revolting. Grotesque.

Sleepy.

Everything hurts. So tired. Fatigued. Exhausted. Drained.

Connected.

Everything hurts. Migraines. Can’t do anything as it’s all linked to my head. Emotional. Sadness. Tears. Pain. Such pain.

Pressure.

Everything hurts. Migraines. Pressure. Stressed. Sad. Unhappy. What if I don’t know how to be happy?

Useless.

Everything hurts. Saw the doctor today about my mental health and general health. Pointless. They don’t listen. They don’t do as you ask. Waste of time. What is the point?

Heavy Tears.

Everything hurts. So sad. Bad depression. Helplessness. Don’t know where to turn. Don’t want to talk about it. What’s talking going to change? I’m tired of repeating myself. Back spasms. Abdominal discomfort. Pain. Exhausted.

Pain.

Everything hurts. Such deep sadness. Fed up. Too much effort.

Same.

Everything hurts. Drained. Exhausted. Tired. Sad.

No Changes.

Everything hurts. Really hurts. What is the point? Where is the hope? Stuck. Alone. Lonely. Sad. Deep sadness. Pain. Sore. Ache. Obese. Grotesque. Disgusting. No matter how hard I try, nothing gets better.

Tummy.

Everything hurts. Abdominal pain. Discomfort. Sadness. No one cares. Fed up of me.

Rain On Me.

Everything hurts. Stormy weather. Sore. Pain. Sad. Lonely.

Infusion.

Everything hurt. So tired and drained. As the last drop of infusion enters my body, I feel myself powering down.

So so.

Everything hurts. More of the same. Tired. Sore. Fed up.

Impatient.

Everything hurts. Frustrated. Lonely. Sad. Hurting. Tired. Will change come?

Eyesore.

Everything hurts. Extreme back pain and spasms. Sadness. Deep depression. Body aches. Choking. Sore throat. Hurting. Fatigued. Stressed. Anxiety. So tired. Need to rest and relax.

Uphill.

Everything hurts. Rut. Stuck. Pain. Sad.

Wake.

Everything hurts. Frustrated and sad. Deep depression. Anxiety. Pain. Fatigued.

Tight.

Everything hurts. Not feeling right. Not at all. Somethings not right.