Connected.

Everything hurts. Migraines. Can’t do anything as it’s all linked to my head. Emotional. Sadness. Tears. Pain. Such pain.

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Useless.

Everything hurts. Saw the doctor today about my mental health and general health. Pointless. They don’t listen. They don’t do as you ask. Waste of time. What is the point?

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Heavy Tears.

Everything hurts. So sad. Bad depression. Helplessness. Don’t know where to turn. Don’t want to talk about it. What’s talking going to change? I’m tired of repeating myself. Back spasms. Abdominal discomfort. Pain. Exhausted.

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No Changes.

Everything hurts. Really hurts. What is the point? Where is the hope? Stuck. Alone. Lonely. Sad. Deep sadness. Pain. Sore. Ache. Obese. Grotesque. Disgusting. No matter how hard I try, nothing gets better.

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Infusion.

Everything hurt. So tired and drained. As the last drop of infusion enters my body, I feel myself powering down.

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Eyesore.

Everything hurts. Extreme back pain and spasms. Sadness. Deep depression. Body aches. Choking. Sore throat. Hurting. Fatigued. Stressed. Anxiety. So tired. Need to rest and relax.

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Wake.

Everything hurts. Frustrated and sad. Deep depression. Anxiety. Pain. Fatigued.

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Devastated.

Everything hurts. Such sadness and tears. Anger. Frustration. Anxiety and stress. Why? Why me? I’m so ashamed of my body. Of all its flaws and problems. Why does everything have to be gross? Why in private areas? Isn’t it enough to be fat and ugly? Isn’t it enough to have health issues? Why do I […]

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Suspended.

Everything hurts. So fed up and low. In suspended animation. Frozen. Fear holding me back. Afraid of life. Sadness. Anxiety. Pain. I’ve had enough.

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Flood.

Everything hurts. Drained and sore. Achy. Body aches. Sadness. Anxiety. Depression. Toothache easing. Extremely tired. Sore. Pain. Uncomfortable.

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Adrift.

Everything hurts. Extreme anxiety and panic. Endless tears and emotions. Sadness. Deep depression. Pain. Discomfort. Gluttony. Obese. Ugly. Disgusting. Vile. Gross. Fatigued. Drained. Not enough. Never enough.

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Numb.

Everything hurts. Struggling. Up and down. Left and right. Happy and sad. Always back to sadness. Pain. Sore. Exhausted. Fatigued. Fat. Ugly. Lonely. Trapped by fear.

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Huge.

Everything hurts. Huge disappointment. Unfulfilled life. Worthless. Meaningless. Exhausted. Why can’t I be normal? No one will ever love me. Too broken and repulsive. Too shy and introverted. A nobody. A loser. Too sad. Anxious. Depressed. Too many health issues. Not good enough. No one would ever pick me. A lonely life. Unfair.

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Too Big.

Everything hurts. Deeply disappointed. Frustrated. A loner. No one wants to know me. Why am I a weirdo? A loser.

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Blame.

Everything hurts. My mum blames herself for the fact that I’m still single. Said she didn’t let me grow up. I’m conflicted. Still struggling.

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Never.

Everything hurts. Disgusted. Hate. Loathe. It’s highly likely that I’ll never been intimate with anyone ever again. I have so many gross issues. How could anyone look past that? What is my purpose? I don’t have meaning. I’m just a parasite on life. Hurting. Emotional. Every damn day. What’s wrong with me?

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Sick.

Everything hurts. Nauseous. Sickly. Stomach uncomfortable. Upside down. Off. Gross.

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Spasm.

Everything hurts. I just can’t cope. I don’t see any reason too bother. I’m tired. Exhausted. Drained. Obese. Ugly. Disgusting. Repulsive. Sad. So so sad. Tears. Pain. Always pain. I’m fed up.

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Everything hurts. Disappointed in myself. Pain. Anger. Sadness. Loneliness.

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Ice.

Everything hurts. Petrified of ice. Fear paralysing. Tears. Stress. Anxiety.

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