Suspended.

Everything hurts. So fed up and low. In suspended animation. Frozen. Fear holding me back. Afraid of life. Sadness. Anxiety. Pain. I’ve had enough.

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Flood.

Everything hurts. Drained and sore. Achy. Body aches. Sadness. Anxiety. Depression. Toothache easing. Extremely tired. Sore. Pain. Uncomfortable.

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Adrift.

Everything hurts. Extreme anxiety and panic. Endless tears and emotions. Sadness. Deep depression. Pain. Discomfort. Gluttony. Obese. Ugly. Disgusting. Vile. Gross. Fatigued. Drained. Not enough. Never enough.

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Numb.

Everything hurts. Struggling. Up and down. Left and right. Happy and sad. Always back to sadness. Pain. Sore. Exhausted. Fatigued. Fat. Ugly. Lonely. Trapped by fear.

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Huge.

Everything hurts. Huge disappointment. Unfulfilled life. Worthless. Meaningless. Exhausted. Why can’t I be normal? No one will ever love me. Too broken and repulsive. Too shy and introverted. A nobody. A loser. Too sad. Anxious. Depressed. Too many health issues. Not good enough. No one would ever pick me. A lonely life. Unfair.

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Too Big.

Everything hurts. Deeply disappointed. Frustrated. A loner. No one wants to know me. Why am I a weirdo? A loser.

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Blame.

Everything hurts. My mum blames herself for the fact that I’m still single. Said she didn’t let me grow up. I’m conflicted. Still struggling.

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Never.

Everything hurts. Disgusted. Hate. Loathe. It’s highly likely that I’ll never been intimate with anyone ever again. I have so many gross issues. How could anyone look past that? What is my purpose? I don’t have meaning. I’m just a parasite on life. Hurting. Emotional. Every damn day. What’s wrong with me?

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Sick.

Everything hurts. Nauseous. Sickly. Stomach uncomfortable. Upside down. Off. Gross.

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Spasm.

Everything hurts. I just can’t cope. I don’t see any reason too bother. I’m tired. Exhausted. Drained. Obese. Ugly. Disgusting. Repulsive. Sad. So so sad. Tears. Pain. Always pain. I’m fed up.

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Everything hurts. Disappointed in myself. Pain. Anger. Sadness. Loneliness.

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Ice.

Everything hurts. Petrified of ice. Fear paralysing. Tears. Stress. Anxiety.

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Dusting.

Everything hurts. It snowed a little. I hope it doesn’t turn to ice tomorrow. Busy day. Sadness. Soreness. Stress. Worry.

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Right Side.

Everything hurts. In a lot of pain, especially on my right side. Abdominal pain. Back pain. Breast pain. Sadness. Stress. Anxiety. Depression. Sore. Achy.

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Tears for 2026.

Everything hurts. Emotional breakdown. Sobbing. Woeful. Heart breaking. So much pain. So many tears. Such sadness and depression. I’m afraid of the future. The voice in my head is just screaming at me to die. It’s too much. So loud. I’m tired of fighting myself. Obese. Disgusting. Unattractive. Ugly. Fat. Nothing about my body feels […]

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Hope?

Everything hurts. Will the new year bring change? Will I be able to cope? Will the sadness turn to happiness? Will I ever be pain free? Hope is all I’ve got. Emotional. Sad. Disappointed in my life. Ashamed. Empty. Life. Where did I go so wrong? Always more questions than answers. Always asking why. Tired. […]

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Ice Pick.

Everything hurts. Extreme migraine pain. Like an ice pick to the brain. Sadness. Tears. Swollen. Bloated. Greedy. Fat. Obese. Ugly. PMDD. Stress.

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Out Of It.

Everything hurts. Feeling out of sorts. Exhaustion. Drained. Fatigued. Sad. Anxiety. Stressed. Abdominal discomfort. Upset stomach. Tired. So tired.

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OD’d.

Everything hurts. I don’t know how I did it but I ended up taking two days worth of medication by accident. Might explain why I’ve been feeling so off and unwell. Eaten too much. Feeling awful. Sadness. Stress. Absolute exhaustion and drained.

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Happy Christmas.

Everything hurts. Emotional. I love giving gifts. Sore. Pain. Sadness. Tiredness. Loneliness. Heartache. Swollen. Bloated. Fat. Not even for one day do the negative thoughts and pain go away. I’m tired. I just want to weep.

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Ouch.

Everything hurts. Stomach ache. Collapsed veins. Another infusion. Exhausted. Drained. Need rest.

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Upset Stomach.

Everything hurts. Think I’ve had a bit of food poisoning. Definitely something hasn’t agreed with me. Sickly. Exhausted. Drained. SAD. Low mood. Clenching teeth. Stressed. Disappointed. Frustrated. Ashamed. Lame. A nobody. Unthought of. A loser. Angry at life. Stuck.

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