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I’m scared of being left alone. I fear the time when it happens.

Fear of Abandonment has been around me for a long long time.

My chest hurts, I struggle to breathe.

I’m not ready for this life alone.

I know it’s all my fault that I’m single and people don’t like me but it still feels as if I’m being made to walk this life on my own.

I feel like I’m being punished. That I don’t deserve happiness.

I wish I could give everyone around me happiness and ease their worries. I should be a better person. I shouldn’t burden them. I am the burden.

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